Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Maybe I'm just blind.




Once i was walking in the streets
at the early night
while it was a little bit crowd
i saw her driving that car
heading to the bridge going somewhere far
i got shocked
she told me she's at home
she didn't want to go out
i saved myself for her
she disappointed me earlier
now she got me shocked ?
why would she do something like that
& what she's really doing and why ?
I'm not that kinda guy
i wouldn't get mad
if she told me she's not in the mood
but, she wasn't ??!!
she's out now...
& where is she going and with whom
is she having an affair
is it me... ??!!
NO...
no for sure,
there is no excuse
I've never been that stupid before
and I've never lied,
what would she do if she saw me...?
what would she say or explain...?
would she lie again...?
lie...?
she's lieing...?
i never thought she's doing that
i never thought this way before
maybe i have to start
maybe not
maybe I'm just blind
maybe I'm not
maybe it wasn't her
it wasn't her car anyway...
maybe I'm thinking about her too much...

Saturday, April 22, 2006

Wake-up call



i wake up everyday on her wake-up call
that day i did alone
i called her to say hi, where have you been
and why
you didn't call
but..
i don't have her number
i got worried
i wondered
what could happen
where is she,
and why she didn't call
maybe she's shopping?
or with friends
i'll wait...
no
i'll call her friends
i don't know their numbers
i don't know her friends
i even don't know her name
who is she ?!!
why she call me everyday
why the hill i go on answer her calls
or even wait for it
she's just someone i don't know
i've never seen her before
i don't have to worry,
and i don't have to care about
but
what if something bad happened to her ??!
what if she's in troubles
I'm the last one who talked to her
what could happen in the last few hours
i must know what's going on
she told me she lives in the neighborhood
she told me she have a jaguar
i have to move
i have to know what happened
i need her
why she left me now
after all these calls
she left me alone
like she've never been here
like she never called
i wish i can find her
as i wish she was true

Saturday, April 15, 2006

Full Moon


when you see that white night crawler
who pass once a month
in the sky
when the night is full of light
when the streets is empty
when you're afraid from the legend
you're safe
you're staying at home
just wondering
who is that fool stupid fella
who is chillin out now
there is danger out there
this night isn't safe
this night is scary
this night could be the end
of someone's dream
someone's life
or someone's love
this night you're safe
watching tv
locked all the doors
windows, & turning off your phone
you don't want anyone to call
to ask for help
or anything
you're just staying home
now and till the end of the night
waiting for your girl
she's coming
you never stay nights at your home
you never told her why
you never told her about the legend
you never been a coward before
you love her but,
you don't wanna risk it
you're staying at home
you're safe now
no wolves at home
no danger at home
you never thought something could happen
she came
you kissed her and gave her a drink
you didn't think out there could be safe
you never thought that you would get that bite
but it's true
it's full moon
no one can hear your scream
no one would help
no sound is heared
you've been so carefull
no one can get your throut outta these jaws
no one could be blamed
it is just your disteny
or it just was
rest in peace
you're safe now...