Maybe I'm just blind.

Once i was walking in the streets
at the early night
while it was a little bit crowd
i saw her driving that car
heading to the bridge going somewhere far
i got shocked
she told me she's at home
she didn't want to go out
i saved myself for her
she disappointed me earlier
now she got me shocked ?
why would she do something like that
& what she's really doing and why ?
I'm not that kinda guy
i wouldn't get mad
if she told me she's not in the mood
but, she wasn't ??!!
she's out now...
& where is she going and with whom
is she having an affair
is it me... ??!!
NO...
no for sure,
there is no excuse
I've never been that stupid before
and I've never lied,
what would she do if she saw me...?
what would she say or explain...?
would she lie again...?
lie...?
she's lieing...?
i never thought she's doing that
i never thought this way before
maybe i have to start
maybe not
maybe I'm just blind
maybe I'm not
maybe it wasn't her
it wasn't her car anyway...
maybe I'm thinking about her too much...



